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Death
This card is commonly misconstrued and does not specifically pertain to physical death. The Death card signifies change in your life brought about by the ending of a current situation and the beginning of a new one. While the card itself may be morbid, it actually represents exciting change in your life. Be prepared for new and exciting situations to develop.
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Today logged in to my Facebook about Tarot and saw it to my surprise.
It's quite true i supposed.
I have very negative thoughts all this while, even though i keep trying to pretend positively in front of everyone. Although, i find a bank job (ideally) & i have my dear families, friends supporting me all this while.
I really very appreciated and gratitude all the efforts, advises from everyone who concerned about me.
Unfortunately, my part time insurance job can't fit into bank guildlines and regulation and resulted in a conflict of interests and therefore i have to forego one.
Depression is really scary as it really make one self lose of its mind.
I suffered depression for months and it time for me to start a new life i suppose.
I am glad that i still have some rationale mindset within me.
For me, i still can't find any reason to live on or strength to face the world.
I find this world is too complex and not easy to sustain with.
Eventually, one still have to get back by his/her own feet by rationale thinking though.
In my job training, the 2 nice trainers did mention my strengths in me (they share the same views) and i am totally stunned as i didn't know i have 5 good strengths and 1 can be deepest weakness too.
One trainer even talk to me privately and say Maxey. 'In this world, there are still alot of nice people around to help u and vice versa.'
Do try to be yourself back and referred me as a genuine, nice, honest guy.
(Thanks Ms Sandra and Saw Bee)
Till now, I still don't believe in myself and lack of confidence.
I am lucky to get a bank job in May with my abilities, nice good friends, immediated family members...
I am contented to live for 28 years, i don't afraid of death and able to leave without regrets at any point of time.
In Buddhism ways, humans are created to be suffer from any ways whether dues to (sickness, old age, birth & death) or (mentality from emotionally effects).
Death isn't scary at all, as one day everyone of us will go through this.
It's just a matter of time.
