Learning to be myself again.

Today i decided to write my personal thoughts in my blog.

Although things isn't getting smoother in my life even though i am trying to move forward.

Laid back by the past is a most suffering moment in life and can't get out of the shadow.

I decided to clear away the past thingy that holding me this while and put to a stop.
Time can't really fully heal the wounds but i began to accept the facts to forget.
It already been almost 1.5 year, to me is not a very long period or perhaps to others are long enough to forget.

I also understand friends can't be always there for me as they have their life journey of being tied with committments (for those married, attached etc).

I do have to accept and learn to be independent again.
This have to depend on myself to do it.

Now i want to just concentrate in my final career path i am going to join and can keep me going on normally.

I am not going to let my emotional issues overcome my rationale thinking.

Keep crying all these while also no point, acting normal to all my friends like as if i am fine.
I don't deny that crying can cool off or to relieve tension but isn't good to do that all the time.

All this while, i isn't being myself at all and i am really tired out of it.

I hope the old real me will back again and i really looking forward that day to come.

Last and not least, i wish all my families & friends are well blessed and fortunate in life. Being healthy and enjoy the moment of life.